Late last night, during a discussion in guild chat(we are recruiting, by the way!), I started reminiscing about my first raid. It was January 2006, I think. I’d been playing for 2 months, had joined a guild around level 40, and had slowly worked my way to 60. Yes, I was a slow leveler and I maintain that same blazing speed:)
At that time, the guild I was a member of was raiding Molten Core, and was working on Onyxia. Unlike today, there were not that many youtube videos, strategy websites and blogs depicting the fights from every possible angle. Instead, you had to rely on strats as they became available on bosskillers.com(sometimes months after a first kill, since guilds were much more secretive those days), and the explanations of your raid leader. That meant that, as a fresh level 60, you were somewhat clueless about what was going to happen. (that’s an excuse that I will keep sticking to, by the way)
So here I am, a warlock in blue gear, with about 20(if that) extra spellpower, fully buffed and ready to do battle with my first raid dragon. Of course, because I have no idea of what to expect, I’m also constantly repeating the words “Please don’t let me fuck up” in my head.
I listen to the explanation the raid leader gives, and the main tank pulls. I dot, shadowbolt, run around aimlessly; I watch in amazement as tiny whelps spawn from the side caves, only to die to aoe. I also watch in amazement as I’m feared, and running around through the cave, while lava bursts from the cracks in the ground.
One thing I should mention, at this point, is that this was looking like the best try they’d ever had, and that it seemed very likely we’d get a first kill. The raid leader’s asking us to focus over vent, so I dot some more. And shadowbolt! And…get feared again. At this point, I’m already a veteran. I know how that works. Nothing can surprise me. I’ll just run around for a bit in directions I can’t control, and the healers will heal me and then I’ll dot some more and shadowb…wait. Why am I running towards her? Hmm, her tail moved. I’m like…thrown in the air now? Wow, I think I’m messing up. Now I landed in that little cave whelps are coming from. Loaaaaaaaaads of little eggs here! Looks kind of like that scene from Alien! I’d better run out. Why are there more spawning? I’m definitely fucking up. WHY ARE THEY YELLING AT ME ON VENTRILO?
So yes. I wiped the whole group. On my first raid ever, on what looked to be their best try ever. We killed her the next try, though, so I was forgiven, and stopped making catastrophic mistakes every raid. Over the years, I have ended up in this highly successful and enviable position where I get to yell at people, try and lead a moderately successful guild without letting my guild mates realise I’m so so bad, and cry at night. While blogging.
Anecdotes aside, though, the point I am trying to make is that mistakes happen. Especially during your first few raids. You’re likely to mess up, or be overwhelmed by everything that’s happening at once. The main things to remember are that you should be prepared. Strategies and tips are available everywhere, on websites, your own guild’s forums, and blogs like Zing’s. You have no excuse to not read up. And if you do make a mistake, admit it. People will appreciate you for it.
And don’t forget: once you do eventually mess up, try and learn from it. Don’t make the same mistake again. Think of how you could have avoided that situation, stayed alive a moment longer, or moved out of the fire faster. Or not spread tombs during phase 2 of hardmode Sindragosa. What horrible horrible scrub does that kind of mistake?
